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The Big C has arrived.

The Big C has arrived.

Yep, the Big C aka Cancer has entered our lives. Two weeks ago, I was worried that I could have breast cancer due to a suspicious-looking mammogram. Thankfully everything turned out fine. Fast forward to last Monday, my stepmom had an MRI to rule out […]

Empowered Women Empower Women

Empowered Women Empower Women

As I wrote a few weeks ago,  I grew up with a small number of strong female role models available. I had my grandmother and watched other empowered women like Carrie Fisher and Mary Tyler Moore. I didn’t want to accept whatever people perceived to […]

Not That Type of Girl

Not That Type of Girl

Back in the 70’s and 80’s, many young girls growing up dreamed of being a princess, a wife, a mother and usually involved marrying Prince Charming. They loved to wear dresses and play with their dolls/Barbies.

I’m not that type of girl.

I wanted to play sports, to be an athlete. I didn’t mind getting dirty. I didn’t want to be the Princess who was saved by Prince Charming. I wanted to save myself. I wanted to be involved in the action.

The Day Everything Changed

It wasn’t until I saw first saw Carrie Fisher as Princess Leia that I realized I COULD BE that type of princess. It was the first time , there was a true female role model for someone like me. Princess Leia was my type of Princess.

She could be girly, get all dolled up and wear beautiful dresses. Leia also demanaded be a real part of the action, a vital member of the team and take no-BS from anyone. Princess Leia was also smart, sarcastic and witty. It didn’t matter who it was , she was her own woman!

Mary Tyler Moore was another such type of role model in her roles as Laura Petrie and Mary  Richards. During her time in both of those roles, Mary injected a distinct realism into the life of their characters.

Laura Petrie was the first TV mom who were pants on a TV show. The CBS execs only wanted to allow her to wear them in 1 scene per episode. (isn’t that crazy??) Mary got her way and she became known for it. Her character showed us what real women were like and they certainly weren’t perfect beings just there to raise children, clean the house and do things for her husband. Laura could sing and dance and had a lot of smarts about her.

Mary Richards was another such character but definitely reflected what was happening in the 70’s. The character of Mary Richards showed her feminism, not by political rantings or burning her bra, but through  her strength and tenacity.  Her simple goodness and straightforward nature was her true power – but she always stayed true to her convictions and values.

Both of these women, Mary Tyler Moore and Carrie Fisher, showed me that I could be more than what my family or society thought I could be. They showed me a world that I could be truly what I wanted to be. I’m proud to say that I did just that.

Rest in peace Carrie and Mary — your legacy will live on in the hearts and minds of women and girls everywhere.

 

This is 44

This is 44

Today, I say goodbye to 43 and hello to Year 44! Woohoo … I’m still here! I have reached an age where I know exactly WHO I am and what I want to accomplish in my life. I’m not afraid to be my real, authentic […]

Coping with Wanderlust

Coping with Wanderlust

Can you hear it ? Go ahead and mute your TV, I’ll wait. Ah … The sounds of the salty ocean waves rolling in upon the white sandy beaches, the sounds of your cabana bring you your adult beverage with the umbrella in it. Or perhaps […]

Perimenopause Changes

Perimenopause Changes

So let’s talk about Perimenopause …

I’ve been having weird symptoms for the last year. The night sweats, slightly irregular periods, and other symptoms didn’t really bother me much. It wasn’t until I thought I was pregnant at 43, (LOL obviously I wasn’t) that I thought…. what the heck is going on with me.

I finally decided to talk to my doctor about it all. He said, “well you’re in the beginning stages of perimenopause.” I thought what in the fresh hell are you talking about? I’m only in my early 40’s. I’m a little too young for that.

Apparently not.

These days, my symptoms are increasingly getting worse. I have to be honest… I was starting to think that I was going crazy. The worse symptoms right now are the hot flashes, mood swings and anxiety.

During a lunch conversation with my friend (who is going through it too,) I realized I’m not alone. Like most women, I need to talk through this and what I’m experiencing. My husband is a great listener but I know it’s difficult for him to understand this experience.

Perimenopause Facts

According to WebMD, it usually starts in a woman’s 40s, but can start in her 30s or even earlier. The average length of perimenopause is 4 years, but for some women this stage may last only a few months or continue for 10 years.

After doing a bit of research on the subject, that there is an enormous amount of information out there about it.  Just like with everything else in life, Perimenopause symptoms are different for everyone.

Some women will experience many of these and some hardly any at all. However, many health care professionals agree that their are several main symptoms that the majority of women experience:

    • Irregular Periods; Quality and/or duration may change, or you may skip periods all together.
    • Hot Flashes
    • Trouble failing asleep and/or staying asleep
    • Anxiety/Emotional changes. Some women have mood swings or feel grouchy, depressed, or worried.
    • Headaches / Migraines
    • Heart PalpitationFeeling that your heart is beating too fast or unevenly (palpitations).
    • Problems with remembering or thinking clearly.
    • Vaginal Dryness
    • Loss of Libido
    • Weight Gain

If you are starting to experience these types of symptoms, don’t ignore them. Make sure to speak to your doctor or health care professional about what your experiencing and what your treatment options are.

There is no reason to suffer in silence with any of this. Don’t be afraid to talk to others about this.

Share what you’re experiencing!

Feel free to share your thoughts, comments on this blog post, the Facebook page or even email me, if you need to talk/discuss/vent about this newest change in your life.

After all, We’re all in this together!

 

Welcome 2017!

Welcome 2017!

  As 2016 comes to a close, I can’t help but think all of the good and different times I’ve experienced this year. It has been a wonderful year full of ups and downs, highs and lows. As each year passes, each of us grow in ways […]

2016 is almost over..

2016 is almost over..

Can you believe that 2016 is almost over?  Seriously, where did it go? Besides the crazy Presidential election and all the celebrity deaths this year, I’m still wondering how did it go by so fast? 2016 was a wonderful year full of goodness, love, transition and challenges. It has […]

Being strong for my daughter

Being strong for my daughter

Recently, at our final IEP meeting for Kay, one of the IEP team members remarked about how strong I have been over the years. Of course, I just smiled and said thank you.

I’ve heard this a few times during many of Kay’s trials and tribulations. Each and every time,  I hear those words, I cringe a little inside. I completely understand what they are trying to say and I’m grateful for it.

What choice did I have?

I couldn’t walk away from her when the doctors diagnosed her with a brain injury, developmental delay, and vision issues. She needed her parents if she was to have a fighting chance at a normal life. The future was unclear for her. We barely knew what we were doing as first-time parents. We knew nothing  about brain injuries, seizure disorders, or developmental delays.

She is my daughter and I was determined to do all I could for her.

I’ll be honest.. there were many times, I didn’t feel “strong.” There were days when all I wanted to was breakdown and cry. Times where I wanted to run away from it all. There were even days where I questioned every decision we made and even my faith in God as well as myself.

Why did God give this child to me? Was I the right person to be her mother? 

Over the years, I realized  exactly why Kay was given to Dan and I. Kay has taught me so much over the last 18 years. It is about overcoming the obstacles in your way, seeing the good in life and marching to the beat of our drum. When life gives us challenges, we have to face it head on and live  for the moment.

 18 years later

I don’t believe I’m this super strong person but I can accept that others see this trait in me. I’m incredibly blessed to have been on this journey. I know that I was meant to be her mama and she was meant to be our daughter.

Parenting a young adult with TBI

Parenting a young adult with TBI

When most people look at  Kay,  they see a typical 17 year old teenager, who is a Senior in high school. She’s a great kid  with a wicked funny personality . She loves history and is of a very curious nature. She also happens to […]